So. Today marks the second day of "taking a break".
I don't really know how to feel about this. I'm confused, scared, upset? I don't really know. I do not know how long is this break. I thought I was so much stronger than this? I've tried many ways to distract myself but it always go back to doing nothing but thinking about us.
I have so many questions. Like is he doing fine or not? What is he doing now? Does he miss me? I know it's just the second day but I've been with him for so long. I've seen his face everyday, and yes even if it is at work.
Maybe its my fault. Maybe it was his. Maybe we are both at fault. Right now, I don't really care. I miss him.
