05

I really don't know if I still like you. Seriously, I think guys are confusing. When I'm pretty sure the feelings weren't reciprocal, he decided to prove me wrong with his words/actions. But I think I'm an idiot. Still so fucking stubborn. Think too much. And if I've no plans on letting him know about this, I should just let it go... before it gets too late cause I know its going to hurt more.

Take note aina: He's just a friend. A friend that cares for you. Nothing more than that. In fact, think as if he treats you only like a sister. okay?

Oh, by the way, i have absolutely no plans for new years eve. :( Yes, i'm going jb early in the morning tomorrow but most probably I'll be back by late noon. Don't think my family would want to celebrate countdown.... they never did celebrate it, hmm.