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I'm sorry. As much as I want to feel better, I can't. Even if I did felt better, it lasts only for awhile. I am so stupid to go and see those tweets again - I really don't know why is this affecting me way too much though. I feel so self-conscious now, and my self esteem just went down to zero. or negative 100 if that is even possible. It's funny how in facebook/twitter or any other social networking sites, guys always say that they don't care about the looks in terms of having interest in girls and says that all girls are fucking beautiful no matter if they're fat or ugly. Please, I'm sorry to say, but whatever bullshit you guys just said = lies. Guys obviously love and would prefer girls who have flatter tummy right? Girls who wear short skirts/shorts right? Or to sum it up, guys do like and prefer girls who wear revealing clothes cause it looks sexy especially if they're thin. RIGHT?! And no, don't fucking disagree with me.

I know I am being sexist here, but I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS

fucking shit i wanna cry so bad right now

I feel so foolish for feeling like this just for a mere guy that I've just recently met :(

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really don't mean to offend any of my guy close friends