Just thoughts.

It's been awhile now.

Things has been going somehow the way I wanted it to be right now. I am currently having my internship now and I am glad its a job that I really wanted to do even after I've graduate. Be it full-time or freelance... I believe it's going to take a long time to finally reach from the bottom till the top. But I guess its going to be worth it? If all else fails, I'll find a government job. Something stable. Ha ha.

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The thoughts of having someone by your side is really taunting me. Pure bliss, they say. It's happiness, they say. I am definitely torn in-between. I do not know whether I am even ready to be committed to a relationship right now. I do envy all the couples around me. Seeing how sweet they are... and having someone by their side to even talk about the simplest things like "how was your day?".......

I don't like the fact that my family thinks that it is so easy to get a boyfriend (for myself that is). They do not know that I have trust issues and how I get insecure the whole damn time. And of course, how I suck at communicating. If I could easily get one, I would already have one by now, no?